I leave this chronicle as a warning to the future, if there is a future. The
infection spreads across
the world, corrupting all that it touches. I do not have the power or
courage to stop it, I do not
know if anyone does. I have seen it claim my friends and family. I shall not
let it claim me. Death
shall claim me: unsullied, strong, pure. The poison that I have administered
is quick and painless -
death before dishonour, you could say.
I have seen what the scourge has done to the world and I do not wish to
become a part of it. It is no
longer my world, but a mockery of all I held dear.
It started so very innocuously, as such world-altering events often do. A
routine arrest in a little
place you've probably never heard of.
OFFICER'S REPORT: August 17th. Vagrant, male, black. No ID at time of
arrest, no name given or
forthcoming from questioning. Ragged clothes, no shoes, no money at time of
arrest. Vagrant was very
happy, however, and very co-operative in nature. Believed to be intoxicated:
at least we can't see why
he would be so damned happy, considering his circumstances; perhaps
deranged? (cf. psych report) When
questioned about his incongruously happy state (i.e. what drug he had
taken), vagrant laughed; stated
"I got the TRUTH! You want some, man?" Vagrant was subsequently searched
again for drugs; none found.
Tests were inconclusive, seemed to be clean.
How wrong they were. They just couldn't detect it, that's all. If they would
have gotten rid of that
vagrant then, they would have saved the world.
OFFICIAL MEMO, August 21st, from the desk of Sergeant Murtagh.
Re: Prisoner #57. No officer is allowed within 3 feet of Prisoner #57. After
the severe attitude
change of Officers Santos, Willoughby and Carter, we believe that #57 still
has a quantity of TRUTH
and is disseminating it - his continued state of happiness testifies he has
enough to feed his own
addiction as well as spreading it to others. If you are exposed to TRUTH,
you shall be dismissed as
have Santos, Willoughby and Carter. This is a message for your OWN
PROTECTION. Prisoner #57 is
dangerous and TRUTH is dangerous.
You see, it started to spread, like some inexorable cancer. Just as hard to
stop - no cure; a
suppression; a remission. But it still lay there, like a silent serpent, to
lunge when defenses were
lowered. They tried, as I tried, but they failed, as I failed.
OFFICIAL MEMO, August 25th, from the desk of Sergeant Murtagh.
I have interviewed Prisoner #57 and after careful deliberation I have
violated my own orders.
Prisoner #57 has shared his TRUTH with me, it has made me so happy, it has
made my life complete. All
the officers whom I have dismissed I welcome back with open arms; I
apologize, please forgive me. All
of you, please visit Prisoner #57 yourselves; but be quick, since he will be
released on the 28th. Join
me in happiness!
Thankfully, Sergeant Murtagh was quickly relieved of command by Internal
Security. Some noble
individual obviously reported his treasonous activities to the proper
authorities. Prisoner #57 was
not released as promised. When Internal Security stepped in and saw the
threat to our great nation,
they locked down the precinct and had their top scientists work on the
nature of TRUTH. Believing
TRUTH to be some viral or bacterial agent, Prisoner #57 was declared a
biohazard and was sequestered
away in a hermetically sealed cell. None of this took his euphoria away.
This proved how dangerous
TRUTH was.
PROGRESS REPORT: Special Agent Wynn.
We have been compromised. The hermetic seals have been sabotaged, we have
infiltrators within our
ranks. Too many of our agents have gone rogue; colleagues whom I have
depended on for years suddenly
have changed their ways. A break-out by key infiltrators was attempted last
night and almost
succeeded. TRUTH-afflicted rogue agents seem to be particularly peaceful and
non-confrontational. If
they weren't I believe we would all be dead by now. It's like we've been
invaded by hippies! More on
this as it breaks.
(This, however, is Special Agent Wynn's last report. He is believed to have
gone rogue also. Within
the month all agents at the facility were TRUTH-afflicted. All agents were
removed for detoxification
and rehabilitation; a new squad of Internal Security was deployed to secure
Prisoner #57.)
Something had to be done. TRUTH was spreading all over the country; no one
could stop its relentless
advance. Entire groups of people, everywhere, without any definable
connection with one another were
being addicted; calling themselves "Seekers of TRUTH". They networked; they
grew in strength, an
insidious infection upon our country. Fortunately wiser, rational people
held the reins of power and
sought to behead the viper before it could strike.
PRESIDENTIAL ADDRESS: September 16th.
Due to his treasonous activities threatening the social fabric of our fine
nation, Prisoner #57 is
sentenced for execution by lethal injection on October 3rd. TRUTH has been a
scourge upon our streets
- everywhere can be seen the happy, smiling face of the Seeker. Removing the
leader of this
corruptive, criminal syndicate that promotes widespread and frequent use of
TRUTH should halt this
terrible plague which he has unleashed upon us. Ladies and gentlemen; I
promise I shall stop the
spread of TRUTH by any means necessary. My government and I shall save you,
loyal patriotic citizens
that you are, from exposure to TRUTH. And I say to you, TRUTH has no place
in this great country of
ours or anywhere else in the world.
A voice of sanity against the tide of madness.
The frequency of break-out attempts by the Seekers intensified a
hundredfold, but they did not succeed in
Prisoner #57's release. Political groups argued in court long and hard for
his sentence to be revoked,
but a presidential decree has too much weight for such insignificant attacks
to make any difference.
Prisoner #57 was executed at his appointed time. However the Seekers of
TRUTH had gained in #57's
sacrifice the very model of a modern martyr - he went to his death with joy
suffusing his features -
we couldn't take that away from him, no matter how hard we tried. I'm afraid
that his rapture did make
me somewhat wistful, I hoped someday I would experience such bliss, even for
just a moment. But that
would mean accepting TRUTH - and I did not want such taint upon my soul. I
could not relate it to
anything I already knew, it was so different to the established order.
Perhaps I was just content with
what I had, unwilling to risk my worldview by exposing myself to this TRUTH.
THE TIMES, October 27th
Although the President expected the death of Prisoner #57 to paralyze the
Seekers of TRUTH it seems
that membership of this strange group is steadily increasing. Whole towns
have joined this seemingly
tranquil movement. Peaceful demonstrations have been held; BRING "TRUTH" TO
THE PEOPLE is one of their
more popular slogans. It seems the death of Prisoner #57, while meant to
stop the Seekers of TRUTH, has
actually accelerated their cause.
It was true. We cut the head off the snake, not knowing it was the Hydra of
legend. A multitude of
heads appeared; too many cells of resistance to be put down. Racing across
the country like raging
wildfire; spread to all nations. We were the best hope of the world, but we
could not stop the power
of TRUTH.
Too little, too late.
What is TRUTH? It must be very addictive, beyond the siren's call of heroin
or cocaine, luring away
these addicts to TRUTH. However, some have resisted its enticing seduction,
they speak of such terror
and agony that TRUTH has brought them, haunted night after night by tortured
dreams. TRUTH seems to be
a paradox, pleasure and pain hopelessly combined together.
My children, my spouse, my friends. All joined the burgeoning tide - all
Seekers of TRUTH. TRUTH has
taken all I held dear away from me by their willing surrender to what has
possessed their souls.
I know they feel pity and sorrow for me because I have not joined them; I
feel pity and sorrow for
them because they have been warped and twisted to unrecognizability by the
TRUTH. They are no longer
what they were before, as I remember them.
The thing that pains me is that they are so happy. They cry "TRUTH shall
make you free!" and perhaps,
for them, it has. TRUTH has only brought me pain, loneliness, ruin.
I can feel myself dying as I write this, mercifully the torment will end
soon.
Gentle reader, you have read my account. I chose to refuse the offer of
TRUTH. I am content with my
choices, because they are MY choices.
Whether you accept TRUTH or deny TRUTH is your choice and yours only.